My fault

Now that uve used all the benefits from me,u just walk away.knowing that now ur more better than me.i know its my fault to assume that you are my friend.but know this my friend,what goes around comes around.i wll take note on that too..

The true you

Spending a period of time with u makes me understand what ure true nature is.ure not the person worth to be called a FRIEND.u take on ur priority first than the others who in need of ur help.u left them hanging.ure such an asshole.i know u need to take care of ur priority but to leave ur friend just like that??that's not a wise move my dear so called 'friend'.i really want to talk more about ur attitude but then i think its not even worth to be mentioned cuz even if i talk about it,u wouldnt even take a slight care about it.like i said ure an asshole.im really amazed about how u can talk bad about people when u cant even see and reflect on urself.i wonder if ur so called bestfriends are really ur bestfriends.the way i see it,theyre just sticking onto you like paracytes.just like what u do to me.i know ure benefitting me but im not the one who u can easily step on my head just because i dont say anything about it.its just the matter of time before i explode.

Give me a break will you

I dont know how to start.im just freaking pissed off these days.u shiit spoiled brats stop clinging to me! im better off alone rather than having parasites like u in my life!!a sociopath,a bird brain  and an airhead is what i can describe about you.seriously i know ure talkin behind my back and i just let it slide.but enough is enough.ure stayin by my side,callin me friend because im a benefit to u.im not stupid like u.i know everything that revolves around me.fuck off and stay outta my life.

New semester , new dorm , new conflicts

New semester right...??so let's see.well i got into a new semester.many things change.i transferred into a new dorm with new housemates and roommates.I knew some of yhem because they were my classmates in the last semester and also one of my roommate in the last semester got into the same dorm as me..wohoo! so i settled my things in my new room,picked my new bed,having an icebreaking session with my new roommates and housemates and the next week,tadaaa!!class starts.with a new class in a new semester obviously new classmates is not an unusual thing.there are many unfamiliar faces.the only familiar faces are some of my old classmates.not many of my classmates made into my present class.

so what's the conflict??

well...........

my roommate..the one that i've known since the last semester,she's the conflict.well i've been living with her for about 7 months now.she changed a lot since the new semester starts.lets just call her as A.A has been really annoying these days.back in the days she use to be a lil pain in the ass but not as much that i can hate her.now, i think i'm starting to hate her lil by lil.it started when she knew my new housemates B and C who were my classmates in my first semester.A,B,C and me are in the same class, so we always go class together and sit together in the same row..but i'm not really a person that likes to make new "BFF ".especially if i have dislikes in their particular attitudes.just sufficient being an ordinary friend is sufficient for me.but not all people are the same right.so eventually A became very close to them.she started to go hangout in B and C's room,sharing byfriend talks,even studying together and left me out.what a friend!!this is why i dont like having new friends.they're new to you,so u actually dont know about them very well,about their personality,their attitude,stuff like that.eventually u're the one who  get stabbed in the back.but the most thing that i'm dissapointed about A is that she practically throw me out and  act like as if i'm invisible.she used to talk to me all the time that one point i have to plugged in my earphone.now??when my other housemates went to the town,she asked them to buy food for her.but the worst part,she didnt even ask me if i want to order the food and instead she went to the back and ask B and C if they want to order or not.the fuck!!?? i was sitting in front of her!my birthday was on early of this month and my 2 of old housemates birthday were close with my birthday.2 of my housemates birthday wereon the 4th and 6th.i'm on the 8th.we have a group massenger app specially for the old housemates members.including A.so when we wishes the 2 hsemates,they replied with thanks and mentioned that the next upcoming person wolud be me.A saw the chat history and guess what??on my birthday she didnt even wish me.she's one hell of a friend!!one mf my roommate knew my birthday and wishes me in front of A.she told A that, that day was my birthday and she replied "i know..".what the?!!! 

oh yes, C's birthday is in a few days.how do i know?? A came to me and told me so...she wanted to celebrate her birthday! A even buys chocolate for C.i dont know how stupid of her to tell me about celebrating C's birthday when she didnt even wish me a happy birthday.that is why i'm starting to walk on my own way now.i study alone and always watching drama on my laptop while plugging my earphone in full volume so that i cant hear anything as if i'm in my own world.

lalalaa

blalalaalallalallalal.testing post :)

UNIVERSITY LIFE

it's been a year since my last post.i'm really busy with my spm exam(high school exam),then i got a part time job which limits my time..so sorry about that.what the hell,there aint anyone who reads my blog anyway.muahahahahaha!!!!!!as u can read my title post,i'm finally enrolled into a university!!it's been two months since i left my state.i'm a sabahan u see,so i currently studying at negeri sembilan which is far away across the south china sea..hehe.really im not joking -_-!so being a uni student makes me learn how to be independent and how to save my money bit by bit (that includes cutting my food consumption :'(.literally ) yeah so i met new friends,crazy housemates (they match me very well,we always do stupid stuff.haha) and scary lecturers (some of them).and in less than 3 weeks time,i'm heading back to sabah for eid!!!!!!!cannot wait!!19 days to go.wohoooooooooooo!!!! but before that i have to sit for my test probobably in 2 week...i dont care anyway,at leasst i can enjoy my holiday for a week without worrying about tests right?????i'm very excited to go home!

UPSET STOMACH !

as u can see my post title,i'm having a stomach ache..it hurts so much..i prefer having a fever rather than having a stomach ache cuz u just get a lil dizzy and u can feel slightly hot on ur forehead but if it's a stomach ache it hurts like hell!and sometimes it hurts so much that i just want to cut open my stomach(which is a stupid idea to do).well the main thing is i skipped school and missed a lot of subjects today and today is also the day school reopens after 2 weeks holiday.i'll get an earfull of nag tomorrow.that's it from me now.i hope u guys take care of ur stomach well to prevent the hellfull pain.