he likes me??NO!!!!!

well u must be curious about my post title right?so let me tell u the story.well this school break,i decided to take a part time job and thankfully i got one.i decided that i dont want to have any emotional feeling towards my boy colleagues eventhough most of them are very hot!hehe.my goal is just to earn money that's all.but then,one of my friends told me that someone likes me and the person is also my own supervisor!he even asked  through my friend so that i can go out with him.eventually i said yes and it's because my friends were there too.so we went to a shopping mall,all the time i was feeling so awkward.so after the meeting,i just put my pockerface on and act as nothing happened.but last night he sent me a text saying that he likes me.actually i only thought him as a father not more than that and i already have the person that i like.so what do you think i should do??just ignore him??well i think of resigning after my paycheck is out.

Problems :( Luckily it's solved!

I got a fight with my mom last week.the fight was severe because we barely talk to each other.no,we don't talk to each other after that fight.my mom act as i was never lived in that house.at the same time i was taking my finals,so it's making me more stressed!sometimes i lost my focus when i answered my exams thinking of the fight with my mom.sometimes i greet her,she just answered me with her glare.so everyday,after school i just lock myself up in my room.i eat and do my chores before my mom come from work.after she come from work,i'll be at my room studying or doing something else or sleeping.i thinhk my dad noticed the side effects of the fight and i think he adviced my mom and of course me also.when my mom go outstation,it was really a heavenly feeling for me.and after she came back,she starts talk to me and everything is back as usual.

P/S: the fight last for 9 days

A SIGN OF RELIEF...

continue with my dilemma about the crazy week.i was kicked out from the netball team.WHY?? the teacher said that those who have already represent the school will be automatically eliminated.i've already been in track& field and  represent my school 3 time .eventhough i cant participate,my heart was really relieved and i think my soul came back into my body.now i can really focus on my finals..i hope i can score well.

CRAZY WEEK!!!!

this week is totally wrecking my insanity! just imagine,i have training for my netball tournament and at the same time i'm getting nearer to my most hate day = EXAM DAY!.i dont know how i can deal with these two thing at the same time.it's just that i'm not the person that is really good organizing my time so it is really a dilemma for me.just thinking of it,i already can imagine the exhaustion expression on my face coming from training and then i have to revise my subjects..ARGH!!!!!!!!! i'm getting a headache..i'll continue the story if i still live by that time.

i cried like flood today!

today was an eye opening for me as i was appointed as a facilitator for my junior's camp..the fact that i cried is that i only noticed that my some of my juniors has neglected their responsibility towards ALLAH SWT.even though i'm dissapointed but it's worse for ustazah who has teach them all the thing she knew about islam.it's heart breaking for me to see a teacher cried because of her/his student.we tried our best to guide them but their the one who make the choices.i hope they will make the right decision.that's it for now!bye!!

FUN EXPERIENCE!

I just got back from Outward Bound Sabah.it was really great!the first night i went into the jungle blindfolded together with my group.it was really scary but at the sametime it was really fun and challenging.the next day,we went through a lot of activities like rock climbing and flying fox.and at 4.oo pm we go to the jungle to spent a night at there.we set our own tent and cook by using the fire that we hardly make.it was tiring but come to think of it,it was worthwhile.

I'M SERIOUSLY IN TROUBLE

i took my exam two weeks before school holidays.and now i'm seriously in trouble!the reason why i'm saying this because my grades are falling apart.KYAAAAA!!!!!*scream*what am i supposed to do.maybe after seeing my results,my mom would never let me touch the computer anymore.no!i don't want that to happen.what will happen to my lovely blog.my faithful facebook,my cute twitter and my baby tumbler??if i don't post any entry this week that means,i'm already dead.haha just kidding!!i'm not a person that could die or even kill myself just because i can't online.well,the worst case scenario would be just give my parents a hunger strike.

NEVER THINK THAT YOU'RE THAT FAMOUS!

please don't brag yourself in the social network,it's too ANNOYING!seriously,it seem like that bragging in social network  becomes a trendsetter for the user.maybe you can brag about yourself a lil bit but it's kind of frustrating when it's to overly done.and please just be yourself,don't try to copy or immitate other people.be proud with what u are.the reason why i'm posting this thing is becuz people that are near to me is affected by this bragging and not being urself thingy.so,just think of it as a friendly reminder and thank u for not hating me for saying this.

TIRED!

penat gila after KRIS which stands for Kem Remaja Islam.bermlm kt masjid Nurul Hikmah kt Bukit padang,but no worries i'm still have my sanity..it was really an eye opening for me as it makes me feel more grateful and makes me feel guilty because of my past mistakes.It makes me to straighten my path and repent for what i've done.but thanks to Allah SWT,now i've realised it's not to late and NEVER to late to repent.

TODAY'S DILEMMA

ahhh~~~it's a tough day today!!i'm still struggling to forget what happen this early morning!! i'm totally embarassed myself in front of the whole school body!KYAAA!!!!!!!!!!i maybe a good at talking but that is who am i talking with.. if i dont know that person very well or dont know at all,i think maybe they wouldnt even notice that i was standing next to them..
the embarassment is still stuck in my head!!NO!!!!!!!!!>_<

confession of an art maniac

I NEED COLOURS IN MY LIFE!!!!

sick at home :(

i'm totally bored right now..maybe because i'm all alone at home.i miss my friends so much!!i hope i can go to school and i wish that my asthma would stop by tomorrow.what should i do to day??maybe listening to music or start to open my "MAGIC BOX".hahaha.by that i mean my art supplies that i keep in a large box..so thats it for today..btw,im really waiting forward to go to jay park's showcase this 12th May.

NEVER GIVE UP!!

it's been along time since i didn't check on my blog....like wayyyy long.Anyway,tomorrow is my schools MAPeC.best gila dapat terima anugerah!eventhough nda semua bdk kls aq terima anugerah,NO WORRIES my friends!! SPM ada lgi!so let's start working our ass off and receive plenty of awards!!!that's it for tonight dear bloggies.ciao!!