New semester , new dorm , new conflicts

New semester right...??so let's see.well i got into a new semester.many things change.i transferred into a new dorm with new housemates and roommates.I knew some of yhem because they were my classmates in the last semester and also one of my roommate in the last semester got into the same dorm as me..wohoo! so i settled my things in my new room,picked my new bed,having an icebreaking session with my new roommates and housemates and the next week,tadaaa!!class starts.with a new class in a new semester obviously new classmates is not an unusual thing.there are many unfamiliar faces.the only familiar faces are some of my old classmates.not many of my classmates made into my present class.

so what's the conflict??

well...........

my roommate..the one that i've known since the last semester,she's the conflict.well i've been living with her for about 7 months now.she changed a lot since the new semester starts.lets just call her as A.A has been really annoying these days.back in the days she use to be a lil pain in the ass but not as much that i can hate her.now, i think i'm starting to hate her lil by lil.it started when she knew my new housemates B and C who were my classmates in my first semester.A,B,C and me are in the same class, so we always go class together and sit together in the same row..but i'm not really a person that likes to make new "BFF ".especially if i have dislikes in their particular attitudes.just sufficient being an ordinary friend is sufficient for me.but not all people are the same right.so eventually A became very close to them.she started to go hangout in B and C's room,sharing byfriend talks,even studying together and left me out.what a friend!!this is why i dont like having new friends.they're new to you,so u actually dont know about them very well,about their personality,their attitude,stuff like that.eventually u're the one who  get stabbed in the back.but the most thing that i'm dissapointed about A is that she practically throw me out and  act like as if i'm invisible.she used to talk to me all the time that one point i have to plugged in my earphone.now??when my other housemates went to the town,she asked them to buy food for her.but the worst part,she didnt even ask me if i want to order the food and instead she went to the back and ask B and C if they want to order or not.the fuck!!?? i was sitting in front of her!my birthday was on early of this month and my 2 of old housemates birthday were close with my birthday.2 of my housemates birthday wereon the 4th and 6th.i'm on the 8th.we have a group massenger app specially for the old housemates members.including A.so when we wishes the 2 hsemates,they replied with thanks and mentioned that the next upcoming person wolud be me.A saw the chat history and guess what??on my birthday she didnt even wish me.she's one hell of a friend!!one mf my roommate knew my birthday and wishes me in front of A.she told A that, that day was my birthday and she replied "i know..".what the?!!! 

oh yes, C's birthday is in a few days.how do i know?? A came to me and told me so...she wanted to celebrate her birthday! A even buys chocolate for C.i dont know how stupid of her to tell me about celebrating C's birthday when she didnt even wish me a happy birthday.that is why i'm starting to walk on my own way now.i study alone and always watching drama on my laptop while plugging my earphone in full volume so that i cant hear anything as if i'm in my own world.