I dont know if im really "crush"ing on him but still the feeling is totally way out of the friendzone.i mean we always chat in the middle of midnight for hours.at first i thought it was just a short chat cuz he's asking about my friend who his friend is crushing on so i expect that it would end at that time.but unexpectedly he continued chatting with me.telling stories about him and asking stories about me.im not really talkative and open towards guys except for those whom i really close with.so yeah,we chat for a few weeks and suddenly he turns to a rockstone.i got no chats from him.its not that hard to meet him cuz he's my classmate but like i said,im uncomfortable with guys.even when we used to chat,i dont talk to him in or out of the class.when he stopped contacting me,i felt lonely.maybe because he's busy as we're struggling with finals but....i just felt like im ignored.our dorms are very close and some time we bumped into each other.we both gave an awkward smile.i.miss him and im not sure why.i tried to chat him first because usually he's the one who always initiated the chat but there are no reply.im really confuse.do i like him??am i crushing or the worst in love with him??
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